Wednesday, December 12, 2012

What a difference a year makes....

I never imagined a year ago when Kevin and I decided to try having kids again that I would be pregnant and expecting in less than 5 weeks.

I remember last December like it was yesterday. We went and seen a fertility doctor for the first time and she was open and honest with us. I of course was expecting things to happen very quickly and was hoping to be pregnant in 1 month but just like everything else it took longer than that. After 6 mths of trying and 1 miscarriage it finally took.

Well fast forward to a year later. I will be 35 weeks tomorrow and have 5 weeks to go...or less :)

Everything is going great. Except I started coming down with something so I am not feeling that good. And my sleep is being interrupted even more. It stinks.

There's less than 2 weeks until Christmas and I am 95% done. I just need to get 1 more thing for Kevin and my my dad and I'm all done. And then it's wrapping time, which used to be my favorite but now it's hard for me to sit on the floor without getting assistance back up.

I can't wait to be able to share these stories with my little girl when she gets older and can understand them. I really can't wait to see how different our lives are going to be when she comes into our world. I am starting to get a little anxious and nervous and I know as the weeks count down I will start to get more and more nervous. I have my hospital bag packed and car seat ready to go! Now we just sit and wait for our precious angel to come :)